I hope you realize how awesome you are that you can even conceptualize this kind of thing. Here you are pouring your heart into this red-hot thought, fueling your emotions to intense depths, and Joey can barely experience half the amount of anger you can. His emotional capacity barely makes it to the level of a 12 year old. You have more passion in your fucking toe than he has in his entire being.

It's sad, yeah. And it's gross and unfortunate that Joey's parents saw it fit to cripple him further in their near-obsessive doting. That's totally obnoxious - that they're allowing him to live this way, enabling him to be a photogenic blob of a person. But at least you have a personality, Stephen.

I love entries you write like this. Often you're working hard on yourself, trying to improve for the better in some way or another, but in entries like this you're just ANGRY THAT YOUR EFFORTS AREN'T ENOUGH! And life is fucking UNFAIR and that's SO TRUE and it's GOOD TO BE ANGRY SOMETIIIIIMES!!!! I just like seeing this part of you, too. 'Cause you're completely justified in it.

So fuck him. Fuck his baby pool of emotional depth. He'll never make a woman truly happy. I know not everything comes down to that, but that's just one thing I can tell you definitively about his life. No woman will truly love someone like that, living their life that way.

But you, dude. You're GOLDEN. :)